Tuesday, November 14, 2006

"Bella Albright~ My Best Friend"

June 3rd 1994 - November 14th 2006

This, my friends, is my best and oldest friend. She's been there since I was two or three.. And now, just like that, she's gone. You know, some people might think her death is God taking her away from me.. I don't think so. He did take her away, but to stop her suffering. She was internally bleeding, and there was nothing we could do. Now she's in heaven, a real better place for her now. I love her with all my heart. She'll always be remembered.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Special To Me

...I thought today was going to be a different day, a special day. And you know what? It was. First of all, it snowed, I love snow!!! Secondly, one of my very good friends was baptized. His baptism made me realize how much I love these people...

..Prayer time today really got to me. I am so glad for the relationships I have with my fellow youth group members. We've become so close over the span of a year.. Its really amazing. I know that if I ever feel alone, or scared, they're there for me..... And then I think of some of my other friends, the non-christians, and it breaks my heart. I want so much for them to have the same joy that I have, to share in a faith, to love the most amazing person.. Jesus. I pray for them everyday, they are always the first people I pray for.

...I guess what I"m trying to choke out is that my christian friends are so special, so amazing, so great... And some of them are graduating this year. Its hard to believe. I want them to know, I want all of them to know, that I love them. They'll never, never be forgotten, and that they have a special place in my heart...

...I love you guys. I really do.