"How Great"

Friday, October 6th, 2006. The Starfield concert.

I have to say that it was the most amazing concert ever! There was though, a couple of moments that caught me off guard.

We were singing "How Great is Our God" when I was hit by this wave of emotion. Tears brimmed in my eyes, and I felt so... alive. And then when we sang "Son og God" the chorus explained my emotions exactly!

"Jesus, Oh Holy One,
I sing to you,
Forgiven.
Saviour, I'm overcome,
By your great love for me.."

I felt so free, and happy, and.. overcome! I was overcome by Jesus' love for me. I was overcome by how all of the people around me were worshipping without a care who saw them. If we acted like that in life, without a care about what people think about our faith..... It excites me. Jesus is the most amazing thing to happen to me, and I want the world to know it.

To my friends and fellow concert goers, you guys rock. I love you all, your all going to live amazing lives, your forever in my heart.

To Dan, Janelle, Brad, and all those other youth leaders who have touched my life... Thank you. Thank you so much for being there for me. Love you!!!

So, to the world I say: Be yourself, let your faith run free, tell everyone how good you feel! Jesus loves you. Peace out, blog dawgs.

I Just Wish

There are so many things I wish I could do right now.. I wish I could quit jazz band (Mainly because I can't play anything they give me and Its just using up my time.), I wish I could do my homework and understand, I wish Meredith and Chris would stop throwing erasers at my head, I wish...

So many "I wishes"... I feel so drained off energy, and most people would say that's what you get after getting up at 4:30 am to go to jazz band things, but I felt drained all week... I don't really know if that's a good thing or not. I guess I'll just pray for help, and some sleep.

Sorry if I'm complaining, its been a long day. PLease leave a cheerful comment, or say something that will make me happy. Love you guys..

:D Pretty Dresses! :D

Ok Y'all! I'm gonna show you some pictures of dresses and tell you why I like each one! Why? Cause I can.

Dress Numero Uno: I really like this dress because... Well, its pretty! I think it would look good with a pink or light purple top part too.















Dress Number Two! I like this dress because I think it would fit my personality well!



















Dress Number Three: I think this dress would make a nice prom dress, Not that the others wouldn't, but this one... I dunno. lol.


















Dress Number Four: This dress is gorgeous. I'm not really sure if I like the purple with it, but its still pretty.





















So that's my little blurb on dresses, and yes it was weird. Comment!

Ashie

...Wonder...

"Wonder what it would be like to be her.."



Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be someone else? Ever thought your life sucked and someone, anyone else's would be better? Want the perfect life? For example, you see the perfect guy/girl walking down the street, they look so perfect, they act like they have the perfect life.

NEWS FLASH! No one's perfect. No one is 100% perfect, except God and Christ. Sometimes I have these down days where I think "Man, it would be great to be so-in-so, they have such a great and perfect life" I never really thought about how wrong that statement is. They may seem to have the perfect life, but they don't. They could be hiding so many things beneath that smile. Like a broken home, health issues, family issues.. Or they could have a pretty good life, but there are still flaws, somewhere. Or maybe.. Maybe they don't believe in God. How could they have the perfect life without God in it? They'd always have a part of them that was empty, unused, waiting for them to accept and acknowledge the Lord.

So really, is my life that bad? The Answer: No. I have a relationship with Jesus, and even on my down days, I can always turn to him for help. He's always there, ready to help you in any situation. Some days it might seem like he isn't there, but he is. If you let him in, fully let him in, your on the road to a much better life. Let him in, and he'll embrace you with open arms.

That's my post. I'm not sure where it came from, but there it is. Comment at will.

Later Days, Friends.
Ashlee

My feelings towards one of my certain "NickNames"

Ahem. This post may get a little out of hand.

Dainty- Other similar words include Fragile and Delicate. I have chosen the picture on the left to illustrate Daintiness.


















DO I LOOK FRAGILE OR DELICATE TO YOU?!!!! Just because I won the Miss Keswick Valley Pageant and I looked all dainty and crap, does not mean that I am!!!! I enjoy contact sports!!!! And I could easily take half the guys I know!!! (Well, I'm guessing I could) SO WHY IN THE NAME OF PETE WOULD YOU CALL ME DAINTY!!! IT AIN'T TRUE!!! IT IS FALSE, INCORRECT, NOT RIGHT!!!!! grrr...! SO STOP!!! JERKS!!



Ahem... Like I said, out of hand. But this is me, take it or leave it. I'm not changing for anyone.

Back!

Hello hello hello!

Okay! So I just got back from an awesome time at Green Hill. While I was there, I rediscovered God. At Vespers (worship service) After singing a few songs, Pastor Mark Archibald would come up. He talked about so many things, and alot of what he was saying seemed like he was just talking to me. I realized how badly I've been screwing up these past months, and how much I've sinned. I realized that I should be praying more, reading more of the bible, spending more time with God! The little I did spend with God was barely enough!

I'm making changes in my life. I'm setting a side an hour or so for a personal devotion each day. I want Jesus and our Father in my life, I want Him to take control and help me to stay in control. He has a plan for me, and I may not know what it is now, but It will be made clear.

Anways. I thought you may like to know that I'm changing, and I openly except any comments about this as you'd like. :) I appreciate feedback.

Love You!

How 'bout them Habs, eh?

Ashlee

Newly News

Hiya Blog Dogs!

So, alot has happened since my last post! Alex and I have broke up, mainly because we don't really know each other that well, and he doesn't think its right for him at the moment. Honestly, I now see how much better it is this way. Now I can get to know him, as friends.

Erin's party!! Woot woot! Should be exciting! Can't wait!

Camp!! YEESSSSSSSSSS! Sunday! Very Pumped!!!

School!!! Omigosh, like, two weeks!! Or more... lol! I am pumped! A sophomore! Yes!!! And Miss Loris is coming to LHHS! Even more funness!

So thats it!!

How 'bout them habs?
Ashie

Semi Normal Post

Good Morning!

So I decided today that I would post a semi normal post... lol. Ok, so youth group is going to the bucket club tomorrow, and I think I am the only one who chose to do the driving range instead of waterslides.... :( Sad, I know... But admittedly, I do like whacking those little balls with a club, it lets me vent frustration I didn't know I had, or it creates frustration... lol.

Another thing to talk about! HNIBC!! We are told that Alex "Rough you up bad" Roy will be playing on Thursday evening! He may be a bit late in coming, but he's gonna try to be there! And then maybe the Young Stars can win!!!!! Finally!!! And also, my uncle, Brad Shepard will be coming to play for the Old Stars. I don't know how good he is, but he's pretty good at normal ice hockey, so we shall see!

Well, that's really all I have to say!!! Blog on, Blog Dudes!!

Ashie

My Happier Dream (Not as Scary as the last ones)

Hey Y'all! I decided that I was going to tell you about my latest dream, so here it goes!!!

*Everything in Italics is the dream!!*

"The weddings today!!" I cried, hugging Lily. Lily smiles, and adjusts her gown.

"I still can't believe we're getting married... Me n Kenzie..." She sighs dreamily, and gazes into the mirror. I chuckle, and hand her the flowers.

"Showtime.. Oh, and Lily?"

"Yes?"

"Alex proposed last night." Lily squeals, and hugs me.

"That's great!!! Now we'll be able to have kids together, and everything!!!" I laugh, and hurry to the door.

"I have to take my seat! You'll be amazing.. Love ya, Sis."

*Ok, break in the storyline for some explaining. Lily and Mackenzie are getting married, (And yes, they are the age they are now, don't ask me why!) Alex proposed to me(Ashlee) And the wedding(Lily and Kenzie's) is taking place at MY grandparents house, in their living room!!!(No idea why, that's just how it happened...) OK, back to the dream!!*

I sat down in and armchair near the living room door. In came Mackenzie, escorting I don't know who, then these other people, then my family... Then.. Lily walks in. I immediately start crying, she's my best friend, for goodness sake!! They are happily wed (can't give you details cuz that part of the dream is fuzzy) and then we all head outside. Alex is out there waiting for me, along with these two girls. One looks about seven, the other ten.

"We want to race you, Ashlee." I panic slightly.

"Race? But I!!!" My dad comes out of no where with a racing vehicle. "Ok, I'll race you."

So then me n the girls start racing around Pineo drive, when all of a sudden I'm hurled from my car, and so are the other girls. We all start laughing, but then I get back in my wehicle and drive off, and before I can start the fourth lap, I run out of gas.

"Aww man, I'm outta gas." Reluctantly, I wheel my vehicle back to my house, where I am then late for my own wedding, (I know what your thinking, that was quick!!)

I run into the house, put on my dress, and just as I'm about to walk down the aisle... I wake up. The Dream ends there. It felt so real.... But it was really funny, lol:P Well, that's all for today!! Love yas!! Later Days

Ashlee

"Please Don't Die" -Book 1 in a One Last Wish Trilogy

Hey Everyone. So I've decided that I'm going to tell you all about my favorite books, and the first one is "Please Don't Die" By Lurlene McDaniel. It is the first book in its trilogy. Its about a girl named Katie O'Roark, who gets invited to be a leader figure at Jenny House, a new facility for kids and teens with illnesses or diseases to come and enjoy themselves. Katie herself had been given a new heart, thanks to the money she recieved from Jenny House's benefactor, J.W.C. Katie is placed in a room with three other girls. Amanda Burdick, a thirteen year old luekemia victim who's already had two relapses; Lacey Duval, a sixteen year old who hates her diabetes; and Finally, Chelsea James, fourteen years old, who's had a bad heart since birth.
I won't tell you anymore of the book, because I want you to read it for yourself, but I am going to post three of my favorite passages from the book.
"Jenny believed in heaven too. And she believed that when she got there, her parents would welcome her. I guess to her, a 'forever friend' is one who waits for you in heaven. In Forever. And for Forever."-Richard Holloway, Head of Jenny House.

"I heard my daddy crying last night. He didn't know I was awake, but I was. He was standing by the window, and mom was asleep on a cot. It's awful hearing him cry. I wanted to tell him I was all right, but I didn't want him to know I heard him." -Amanda Burdick, victim of luekemia.

"She said, 'It's not helping, Daddy, and I hurt so bad. Please, please make them stop.' I can't keep watching them do this to my little girl." -Mr. Burdick, Amanda's Father.

"This dying stuff is hard work, Chelsea. If you have the chance to live, go for it."-Amanda Brudick, victim of luekemia.

This book opened my eyes to the reality that faces us. Many people out there are waiting for transplants. They may not be in dire need now, but eventually, they will. And if we all took a little extra time to get to know the people who have these troubles, and befriended them in their utmost time of need, we could make a difference.

Later days, y'all, have a good one,
Ashie

Random Junk

Bonjour!!!!

SO y'all, I had a pretty great weekend!!!! Let's see... Friday night, got to hang with Alex:) Saturday, went to Mac's baseball game (so long..!!) Went to Lily's for a BBQ , Got to hang with Alex again! (that was a weird movie on Lily's tv...)Sunday, went to church, Got a Iced Cap from Tim's, Went to my cousin Riley's B-day Party(he's turning one on Thursday) Got to Hang with Alex again!!! (Don't you just love credits now, Alex?:P)

So all in all, this weekend was sweet!!!!! PLus, I've gotten to see Alex everyday in the past three days! Such a good thing for a person who's grounded, eh? :P:P

Well, Love you all!! Later Days!

Ashie

:)Singing in the Shower, Singing in the Rain:)

Hello Y'all!

Have you ever gone outside when its raining and just started singing? Its amazing!! Even dancing in the rain is fun!! I am being a cheerful person today, even though I had to get up at 7:22 this morning.... But anywayzies!!

I love my personal bubble. Its like my own little world!!! No one shall ever know what happens!!!! NO!!! DON"T COME IN HERE!!! AAAHHHH!!! STOP!!! LEAVE THE OOMPALOOMPAS ALONE!!!!!!!!!! NNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO!!....... Ahem.... After that totally weird and random outburst from... um... Freddie.... We will continue on!

I better be going!!! Love y'all!!!! LEAVE COMMENTS!!! And now for some dialogue.

Freddie: WHY DID YOU SAY I SAID THAT WEIRD THING???

Ashlee: Freddie, calm down.

Freddie: NO!!! I DON"T WANNA!!!!

Ashlee: Love you all, Later Days!!

Babysitting Fun!! (not...)

Hello my fellow Bloggians!

Today I babysat... Boring, but I made 20 bucks!! On Wednesday, July 12? I'm gonna babysit and make 60!! Woot!!! I am so close to paying mum back for the greenhill money I owe!
So yea, just thought I'd update you all!!

Oh, and did I mention that I am dating the number one totally sweet and lovable Alex / Joseph?!!! He is the most amazing guy ever!!!! :):):):)

Love you all!! Later Days!

Ashie!

Updates Are Good Things!

Hey everyone!!! Updates really are good! Ok, so now I'm dating the amazing Joseph, aka Alex! :):) He puts a big ol' Canandian smile on my face! And I'm Miss Keswick Valley, that's a bonus! I love everything about my life! I have amazing friends, the best boyfriend.. Life couldn't get any better! Anyways, Later Days!!!

Ashie

Things that aggravate Me.

Hello, people of the blog world.

You know what aggravates me? Clingy people. It just bugs the heck outta me. I HAVE A PERSONAL BUBBLE YOU KNOW!!!! And if you get to close, my bubble will pop, and then I will no longer be in my happy place!!!!! But enough about clingy people.

So, did you hear about Pat Quinn being fired? Pretty sad, I guess. I never really liked him much, he looks kinda funny. But anyways!

So yeah, all I have to say for today!!! TTYL!

Ashie

First blog/ My Feelings Toward Certain Subjects

Hey, its Ashlee here! First off, I would like to say that this is my first blog! So yeah, on to other stuff.

Ok, you know what really bugs me? Guys ( and girls) who think sex is important at this stage in their life. Like fourteen, fifteen year olds who think its ok, and maybe that's their standards! Don't be mad at me, but I just don't think this is the age to be doing that kind of stuff. Maybe seventeen or eighteen at the very least! I mean, if you've lived without it for this long, what's another three years? It won't be that long!! And think of the consequences if your not careful: STD/STI's, Pregnancy... Its not something I'd be willing to risk at this age, I don't even have a job! How the heck would I support myself? The thought of having a baby now, at this point in time, scares me. And then diseases and infections? Holy crap that's scary!

But anyways.. That's my first blog ever.... Hope it was interesting...


Ashie